went on a walk today

> Is that how you really feel or is that just what's coming to mind?

> I don't know...
both?
I guess I always just assumed that the first thing that came to mind was what you really believed.
What if I see truth in more than one side?
How am I supposed to pick one?
How am I supposed to know what I can agree with?
What am I supposed to do when I can't tell who is me and who are the possible characters I could be?

I don't know

the last time I felt this horrible.
Or if I have ever felt this horrible.

I can't believe

I missed Death Cab last night
and I am missing Rebelution tonight






sadlfkkkkkkkkkkkkkkhjhaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

suck

This happens too often

Whenever a conversation with a friend ends on a bad note, I ALWAYS imagine they will die before we get the chance to make things right.
I imagine my reaction
my rage

and then I cry
like it's a weakness

'DAMNIT!'
I yell in my head
as I punch things like walls and desks

over and over
screaming
in anger
at myself
and at them
and how this life works

ummmmmmm

my life feels like it is the worst it has ever been right now.


awwwwwwesome

What is wrong with me?

I am liking songs like

Love Song - Taylor Swift... still
Thinking of You - Katy Perry
Just Dance - Lady Gaga

but there is this guy singing in the room below me
and I think I hear a faint guitar as well

it's cute

Yesterday

I just woke up


and all my anger

was gone

or something


idk
idc
I'm glad