I just

didn't expect it I guess...
We just sat together at Ryan's funeral.
At the
same
place.
I would have never guessed that the next funeral I would be at was yours
at the
same
place.

well not too many posts ago

I spoke of a funeral
and soon there will be another one about another one...

Sarah Clark
I miss you
I love you

I just spoke to Lauren
I miss her
Maybe she's right... the world's going to end sooner then we all think...
Will I change now, believing that?
The way I live?
The way I act?
Will it be for the better?
Or for the worst?
To whos standards?
Who's judging what's better and what's worst?

I'm not.

She know's how I'm feeling.
She spoke quiet like I have been.

I just want to see your smile again,
hear your loud obnoxious laugh again,
hug you,
again.

Rest
In
Peace
My love.