Happy Birthday

to meeeeeeeeeee
:D

18!

not to you.

four missed calls:
-Dan
-Cassie
-Mallissa
-Drake

I want to hang out with Dan, a lot actually, but I know I won't be able to.. I should just call him anyway..

Cassie.. Well.. I know I just won't have a good time. I might as well sit at home doing nothing.. that way I'm not putting myself somewhere I know I shouldn't be.

I called Mallissa back.. idk why I hesitated to.. no answer though.. she's probably already out.

I called Drake back also.. even though after thinking about it I knew he was just calling to see if I would be at the Bright Eyes show.. nope.. the yougin ditched me.. again.. anyway, when I called shocker.. that was it.. but he's not going anymore either.. and that was all he wanted.

He still likes Karin

Honestly-I really think I was just falling for him because he is a good christian boy.. and I could use one of those :D

Last night.. I went to applebees after FUEL w/Pat, Drake, Keith, and Josh.. Nate was working, he came and sat down [by me :]lol] to talk to us for a bit.. he was just getting off.. we had some good laughs there.. I laugh a lot when I'm w/them.

Then.. we [Pat, Keither, and myself] went to Nate's house and "played" "" as in I watched.. Halo3 [we had game fuel n all hah] but I wore a headset :D and then.. I fell asleep.. wearing the headset lol anyway, I think we were there til like ONE! crazy I know.. but it's not my fault! I fell asleep! lol whatev, at least it is like .7 minutes from my house.

I had a good night.
I felt good.
I smiled a lot.
I laughed a lot.

And tonight.. I sit at home.
Waiting for a real phone call maybe.
Maybe someday someone will just show up.
Meanwhile.. I will be here.. washing the keyboard w/my fingers.. listening to the same old Joshua Radin-the love of my music life :D

monitone

i could stare into our cupboard for an hour before i realize that im lookin at food.

cereal[killer]

no clean bowls
of course

i leave te bag out

i would let the milk spoil too
but its a full gallon..
and im a money saver

except
i like to dine out

first weekend since school started

fridaynight.hang with the fam

better than saturdaynight

do homework and hang with the cats.

way to stay hip les

g-o-to the double o

goooooooo

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fixed

:D

camping :D

just got back.

it was fun.
kind of almost sucked cause i was the third wheel but it was still camping-and nothing beats that.

everytime i camp i remember how excited i was to run into your arms when i got home.

anyway, it was nice to hang out with my brother-in-law
&it was nice to get away for a while-even though according to the book i just finished (velvet elvis, veery good.) you never really get away
you may leave-but you always come back.. nothing really changes.. problems dont fix themselves while you are gone.. you never actually get away.

but whatever.. i am rather upset that school starts tomorrow. especially since my schedule is still very screwed up. im not going to coming of age. they cant make me go play their stoopid ice breaker games when im not even going to be in the class. screw thaaaaat.

im tan
:D

i think.

well it may not look like it but thats cause you cant see my tan line lol