went on a walk today

> Is that how you really feel or is that just what's coming to mind?

> I don't know...
both?
I guess I always just assumed that the first thing that came to mind was what you really believed.
What if I see truth in more than one side?
How am I supposed to pick one?
How am I supposed to know what I can agree with?
What am I supposed to do when I can't tell who is me and who are the possible characters I could be?

I don't know

the last time I felt this horrible.
Or if I have ever felt this horrible.