sunshine

i hate waking up to a phone ringing, i think it automatically puts people in a bad mood.

listening to matt costa's sunshine is a nice cure though.

went to school early today to get some things done, instead i sat in our sad excuse for a library.

went to work today, was excited cause i was working with chris nad bre, a few of the tolerable people there-then i was surprised/excited when warren showed up, we talked a bit, and hugged a lot, pretty nice. ill miss him muchos this summer.

all i did at work today was make cakes, i tried to make happy ones to make up for the weather-smiley ones, flower ones, sunny ones :D

i still dont have a date to my sisters wedding-maybe ill have a boyfriend by then-hinthint brian!- or maybe ill fly solo.

i fell down a ladder after breaking one of the steps on my way up an 8 year olds tree house. kind of sucked-a lot. my stomach is now killing me.

had a nice conversation with bre about politics tonight-i didnt hate it so much that i wanted to rip my ears off-its good to hear perspectives and situations.

i am now eating celery and drinking a cup of sunny-d the only orange juice you will ever get near my mouth. i couldnt care less that it is only 5% juice.

had a discussion about sex with 2 of my friends last night. i am proud to be a virgin-definitely. im glad that i will beable to give my husband something that i hadnt given anyone else.

i miss dreaming, all i get lately are "day dream nightmares" as i call them-theyre pretty self explanitory-and i dont like writing them down because they stay in my head longer-and they arent things i want to remember.

"how happy is the blameless vestals lot? the world forgetting by the world forgot. eternal sunshine of the spotless mind. each prayer accepted and each wish resigned."
alexander pope