oops

it's been a while.

i've been busyish i guess lately-

"studying" for the SAT-hah-
that's going to be awful.

i REALLY hope i get into whitworth [even though i would love to be out of here!] i convinced myself that idk why i have been so set on the fact that after college i will be too old for anything.. weird i know..

anyway, i've been hanging out with pat kind of a lot lately-
he's really a great friend.

so is mallissa, i am very glad we are getting closer, i just hate that she is "exploring" christianity right now.. i don't want her to not come back.. it scares me to think about it.
so im not going to-

went to SPS [spokane poetry slam] last night-
i liked it a lot.
i don't think i could ever read my poetry to people the way they did last night, i would lack the performance and confidence in my own work.

im getting more confidence all around though-
good news.

im starting to like my journalism/news production class.

sick of being single.

i dont feel 18.

not going to homecoming-
wasn't asked-
didn't really want to be i guess..
well i did.. by this someone.. but [i knew it wouldn't] didn't happen-
so i'm babysitting instead.

i am likin the job-
spokesmanreview.com/blogs/vox

i am likin the weatha.

im getting up at nine tomorrow to work out.
yessssssssss i am!