I can't believe

I missed Death Cab last night
and I am missing Rebelution tonight






sadlfkkkkkkkkkkkkkkhjhaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

suck

This happens too often

Whenever a conversation with a friend ends on a bad note, I ALWAYS imagine they will die before we get the chance to make things right.
I imagine my reaction
my rage

and then I cry
like it's a weakness

'DAMNIT!'
I yell in my head
as I punch things like walls and desks

over and over
screaming
in anger
at myself
and at them
and how this life works

ummmmmmm

my life feels like it is the worst it has ever been right now.


awwwwwwesome

What is wrong with me?

I am liking songs like

Love Song - Taylor Swift... still
Thinking of You - Katy Perry
Just Dance - Lady Gaga

but there is this guy singing in the room below me
and I think I hear a faint guitar as well

it's cute

Yesterday

I just woke up


and all my anger

was gone

or something


idk
idc
I'm glad

Happy Easter

yesterday


her is an oldy

No one

will really care anyway
they will all get over it quick enough
I'll only regret it for a little while
I think I'll just do it
cause I want to
and 'this is our decision
to live fast and die young'
plus
I don't even think it counts the way I'm thinking
and all that matters is how I think about it anyway
cause this is ma life
yeah
haha
so whatever
come what may